graduates in 21st century, kata Tun M

assalamualaikum bakal ahli syurga (amin...)

well, yesterday in UTP chancellor hall, there was a public lecture delivered by our former prime minister. our chancellor. ohh yeah. It's Tun Mahathir!

the crowd was too ramai! away bigger than convo's crowd i can say. some of us were sitting on the stairs jee. i lahh tu. cuz of what? cuz datang lambat for the talk. =p

yet, somehow stairs feel much more comfort compared to sit on the chairs lah actually. easy to doodle my notes. hehehehehe.

trying to make the notes moreghhh interesting to be read.

so here comes the mind maps. hehehehe =)

there's this one quote given by Tun yesterday that I loved to share with.

"21st century is a sophisticated century whereby education is the one that matter the most. the world is enlarging and we need to do adjustment. and in doing so, adjustment is better to be done by educated people." - Tun M

and today, the talk was out in payyyyperrr!

picture courtesy : @UTPOfficial

recover soon, lahad datu

when all parties claimed their side is the one and only right side.
when they keep pointing fingers at each other.

BN pointing fingers at PR.
PR pointing fingers at BN.
Najib pointing fingers at Anwar.
Anwar pointing fingers at Najib.

within that interval of time, 6 died.

if it is true. it's truly sad that Sabah had to be the victim. A question that 'pops' - "WHY NOW?"

politics tick me off. one can choose to ignore. however, when it costs the lives of others. it something that you can simply let go.

for those who keep saying this lahad datu crisis not involved politics. like SERIOUSLY? you know what. these things happened because of politics. politics is the root cause. period.

and for those who feel disheartened by those who seem to be bickering about politics when live are at stake in lahad datu. please don't be. i believe it is these people who are always praying for the safety of those who are involved. we care. that's why we get angered. kannn?

whatever it is. keep on praying for the safety of our heroes and our people. and keep praying this crisis will not be prolonged. my condolence to those who died.

"jangan politikkan semua benda. semua perkara. sampai lupa apa fungsi utama berpolitik dalam negara"

recover soon, lahad datu. ameeen. :'( *manly tears

main kasar

Main kasar.

Makin dibiarkan makin kasar. Lagak tak ubah macam orang gasar.

Apa kau rasa main kasar buat kau nampak kacak?

Datang tidak diundang. Pergi tidak dilarang. Datang tiba - tiba.
Rapat - rapat. Betul - betul di depan mata kepala aku.
Perguna 'property' aku tanpa permisi aku.

Kau fikir aku mampu nak menghadap semua?
Kau fikir aku mampu nak menghadap satu - satu revolusi yang engkau bawa?
Cuba kau jawab.

Tak boleh, bukan?

Aku selesa dengan jalan yang aku tuju.
Dikurnia Iman, Islam dan Itu.
Dan jalanku hanya satu. Kerana Tuhanku.

Beginilah aku.

Jangan tanya kenapa aku memilih untuk berada disini.
Kerana aku tak memilih untuk berada di sana.

Sebab?
Hanya Pencipta aku yang tahu. Senyum.

Blissful Monday

It's Monday again. If you are woke up this morning with a good health, you are definitely blessed! Be very very very grateful for that. Say Alhamdulillah. Have you say Alhamdulillah for today?

Life is a long way and usrah helps me to resemble a lot. Yesterday, my sisters and I were having our 'usrah' for this weekend. Everybody was like so joyous and excited to share what they've read. It's awesome mashaAllah.  I was very interested with a quote delivered by Afiqah last night. Touche, indeed.

It's in Malay. (quoted by Imam As-Shafie)

Barangsiapa yang tidak redha atas ketentuan-Ku, tidak sabar atas ujian yang Aku turunkan, tidak bersyukur akan nikmat yang Aku berikan, dan tidak memadai dengan pemberian-Ku. Maka sembahlah Tuhan selain daripada Aku. 

Barangsiapa yang berpagi-pagi dengan perasaan dukacita terhadap kehidupan dunianya, seolah-olah dia berpagi-pagi dalam keadaan memarahi-Ku. Barangsiapa membantah atas musibah yang Aku timpakan padanya, sesungguhnya dia telah membantah-Ku.  

Barangsiapa yang bertemu dengan orang kaya lalu merendah diri kerana kekayaannya, maka terkeluarlag 2/3 daripada agamanya. Barangsiapa yang memukul mukanya kerana meratapi mayat, seolah-olah dia mengambil panah untuk membunuh-Ku. 

Barangsiapa yang mematahkan kayu di atas kuburan kerana meratapi kematian, seolah-olah dia menghancurkan pintu Kaabah-Ku di tangannya. 

Barangsiapa yang tidak menghiraukan dari jalan mana dia memperolehi makanan (halal atau haram), maka Allah juga tidak akan hiraukan untuk memasukkan kamu ke dalam mana-mana pintu neraka.  

Barangsiapa yang tidak meningkatkan agamanya. maka dia orang yang kurang. Barangsiapa yang kurang maka mati itu lebih utama baginya. 

Barangsiapa yang mengamalkn apa-apa yang dia tahu nescaya Allah akan mengurniakan apa yang dia tidak tahu. 

Barangsiapa yang memanjangkan angan-angannya, tidak akan ikhlas amalannya.

*Respond to the quotation that I 'bold'..
Seeing a lot of people nowadays, and me myself sometimes keep complaining when Monday comes. Kan?

"Omg! It's Monday again."
"Alaa, malasnya nak pergi kelas pagi-pagi Isnin ni."
"Sekejapnya dah Isnin!"

No offense. I am giving the example based on the experienced.
And after heard about this, I was like, "Papppp! Sebijik kena kat muka." Tertunduk. Segan. #REFLECT

Woman Equation

One friend of mine gave me this. And I was like, cannot stop laughing. HAHAH. Super funny.

Woman = Problems?
I believe the person behind this equation is a MAN! Lol.

The Hopes for Blessed and Organized November

After so long not blogging and after 2 months after grandma passed away, yet, only at this moment I feel like to blog. I missed to write here. I haven't been blogging because to be honest, I feel like words cannot expressed my feeling and my thoughts.

Let's get back to our topic. Well, it's November again. A year has went by so quick. Kan? Pejam celik pejam celik sekejap je dah mid-semester break (UTP is in our mid-sem break now actually. But, I didn't go back. Since a lots of stuff need to be settled before another half semester started). I hope this month is about to be good. Yeah, a few good things gonna happen in this November. I guess. Haha :

1. Angah will be sitting on her SPM examination on 6th of November. So, I'd like to wish you, Angah. All The Best and All Iz Well! Keep Calm and try to collect as many A's as you can. Since, it gonna be tough to collect A's when you entered university life later on. Along and family loves you!♥
   
2. On the next four days, which is on November 6. I'm turning into 20! Hip hip hurray to me! Yeayyy. I'm so excited. Sounds 'forever alone' gila kan when it goes to wish birthday untuk diri sendiri? Kayyy -___- Hopefully inshaallah, the adding of my age will be parallel with the adding of my Iman, Taqwa, success, knowledge, and all good things in life. =)
   I promised I'll behave. I'll be more disciplined and organized. #NovemberWish.
   
3. These next four weeks, gonna be tough and rough. Since, my crew and me will be busy in conducting an event collaboration of MPPUTP and HELWI_UTP which is "HEY, Ladies!" event. An event that we specially created for the females community in UTP. I'm done sending the event proposal this morning to the management. Let's hope for a good news soon =)

 Visited Angah at STF last weekend with le familia.
Quality time :)

It has been two months since my grandma passed away.
May Allah be pleased with her and grant her Jannatul Firdaus. Aminnn.

Salam Jumaat to all. Assalamualaikum.

Al-Fatihah to My Late Grandmother

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

I don't know on how to begin but somehow I want to blog about it. It happens so fast in a blink of eye. I got a message telling my grandmother who I have always called 'nyai' passed away this morning around 10.00am. And, during that time, I'am having my final paper for Structured Programming and Database System subject. :'(

And I for circumstances is unable to properly morn my grandmother's death since I've another important paper tomorrow morning which is Mass Transfer Design paper. Last time I met her was a week back then during Hari Raya Puasa. Ya Allah, I don't even know it would be our last met.

It such a relief when mum told me :

"Alhamdulillah. Nyai 'pergi' dalam keadaan senang. Tersenyum. Jangan banyak menangis. Banyakkan doa. Supaya nyai ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman ye?"

Thank you 'nyai' for taking care of us: Along, Angah and Irfan a few years back then. When abah and emak is out for work. Yet, emak is working those days. And 'nyai' is the one who always keep waiting for us coming back from the school. Again, thank you for what you've done. Thank you for giving birth to emak. Thank you for keeping the family together ♥

Inshaallah. Till we meet again in Jannah. 

To the muslim readers of my blog, may I humbly ask for your favor to 'sedekah' Al-Fatihah for my late grandmother? Her name is Aminah binti Saat. May Allah be pleased with her and grant her Jannah. 

Assalamualaikum.

DupDapDupFINALEXAMDapDupDap

Assalamualaikum. Have been going through hectic schedule recently. It feels like yesterday I just registering the courses for this semester. 17 credit hours kalau total up-semuanya sekali. What I can say, May12 semester is so fast. In a blink of eye, on the next four days, final exam will be started.

But alas, as they say, you can't escape from facing the many twists and tribulations that life has to offer. Move forward is the best choice :)

Mak provided me with a loads of foods yesterday before I went back to UTP (kuih raya and kerepek to be exact, Oh! nasik paprik not to be forgotten. Hihi). And yet, when we shake hands and hugged each other, she whispered :

"All the best final. Usaha selagi mana terdaya. Stay positive. Turn back to Him."

Exam Slip :)

With this thought whirring in my mind, I was remembered how Allah had blessed me with in previous Ramadhan. Even I never had sahur with my family. Even I only had one time iftar together with my family. But, still. Having the opportunities to celebrate Eid Mubarak together with my family is really something. I still remembered when one of my friend, Kak Suha lost her mum and her youngest brother in a car accident while they were on their way back from an airport. And one of my cousin, Kak Linda lost her beloved abah on the first week of Ramadhan. Allahurabbi :'(

InshaAllah mak. Thank you for the words. And ease my things Ya rabb.

And I hope it's not too late to wish you brothers ans sisters Happy Eid Mubarak. Forgive me for any wrongdoings and mistakes that I made either intentionally or unintentionally. And may we forgive each other too! Not too forget, congratulations for all University of Ramadhan graduates! :)

3-in-1 entry. (finalexam+ramadhan+raya) . It's better I guess ^__^

Semoga kita semua dilapangkan dada, ditenangkan akal fikiran dan dikurniakan result yang diidamkan untuk final exam kali ini. Aminnnn.

Assalamualaikum.

#GodBless : Birthday Shout to Nieyza.

The picture was taken one semester back.

See the one in the picture wearing flowerish hijab? It's Hasniza. I called her Cikjaa :-)

Today is her birthday. It's not just any birthday. It's her 20th birthday!

I feel like such a horrible you knos! Sebab terlupa Cikjaa's birthday is today. Mihmihmih.

Get confused either 9 or 10 August .

Well, one of bestest buds in the entire world is turning another one year older today! Wheepy! 

Who knew that one day I would get to met this human being, and this human being would become my best friend. 

We have just started a journey that no one knows where it will take us. But, wherever it takes us, I iz hoping we'll be there together. Okay sorry. Cheezy gilaa ayat saya malam ni. Keterharuan terlampau. Yosshhh !

Oh mannn! You're 20 !! >.< 

Godbless and Godspeed. All the best final!

Till then, thank you.

Ramadhan Kareem.

A Blissful Ramadhan

Three prayers are not rejected : The prayer of a father, the prayer of a traveller and the prayer of a fasting person. (narrated by Al-Baihaqi)

Hi peeps. Long time no updating. Yeah I know this blog has become rusty and old. And abandoned! Hahaha.

Life in UTP is nice so far.. great Alhamdulillah. And as for today, the day went pretty well.

Hari ni kelas tak banyak. Mungkin lecturer sekelian pun letih nak berceloteh sepanjang hari. Kelas yang sepatutnya 2 jam pun automatically jadi sejam. It's blessed you knos! Hahahaha.
Hari ni jugak dah masuk hari puasa yang ke-empat. Mashaallah cepatnye masa berlalu!

Ramadhan for this year is a little bit lonely compared to last year. Well, you know celebrating Ramadhan without your family is sooo dull! Especially went it comes to 'bukak puasa' time. This year dah tak bukak puasa kat masjid. It's sooo full of people! Tambahan pulak, village kediaman sekarang berbatu-batu jauhnya daripada masjid. Maka denggan itu, tiada pilihan lain melainkan beriftar seorang diri . Dan jangan tanya kenapa kalau hari-hari bila bukak puasa sorang-sorang aku sebok teringat juadah meriah yang dimasak oleh Puan Mulia di rumah. 

Oh, nak balik! Oh, kuatkan semangat yan!

Random little good things were happening in Ramadhan this year. People around me is trying hardly to do their very best in this blissful month.

"My 7 years old little brother dah mula belajar puasa. Plus, I met a new friend, a Chinese guy yang belajar puasa, belajar solat, and belajar baca a few surah from Al-Quran. May Allah bless his effort :)"

Subhanallah! Hebat kan? And here comes another thought. What's my goal for this Ramadhan, a month of thousands of barakah? Will this be my last Ramadhan? I hope I know both the answers. :-)

"Oo Allah, help me closer to you in this Ramadhan. Please make this Ramadhan as the best Ramadhan for me. And guide me with what you pleased in this Ramadhan. At the end of Ramadhan, what I want is to be a better person. Aminn."

Guess that's all for now. Assalamualaikum :)
Ramadhan Kareem.