Trust in Allah's Timing

hola people hola!


mengadap henpon tersenyum-senyum,
assalamualaikum.
*pantun dua kerat. eheh*


Banyak kekangan yang menghalang untuk menconteng di sini sejak dua menjak ni. Sekejap ke sana, sekejap ke sini. Kalah Perdana Menteri (okay ini hiperbola). Secara jujur, dua minggu kebelakangan ni, memang hectic. Dengan test, quizzes, presentation, events and so on buat diri rasa semput nak bernafas. Letih. 


Today, CM result is out. 


And, result aku memang tak berapa nak okay pada perkiraan aku.
Nak kata tak belajar, dah belajar.
Nak kata aku ponteng kelas, hari-hari aku pergi kelas.
Nak kata tak buat latihan, aku buat.
I don't really knows where the flaws is.

"Mungkin keberkatan tu takde. Belajar sebab nak score. Bukan sebab Allah." 

ucap Puan Emak di hujung talian membuatkan anak sulungnya yang seorang ni sebok berceloteh potpetpotpet sedih itulah sedih inilah terdiam. Hati tersentak. Mungkin betul kata emak. Aku belajar sebab nak score. Ultimate!


Konklusi? Nak buat apa-apa kena betulkan niat. And trust with His timing. Iylia kata, jangan down lama-lama. He got a better plan for us ahead. Sometimes God doesn't give us anything you want, it's not because you don't deserve it. But you deserve more. Ya, aku pun harap macam tu . 

Trust in His timings

Rely on His promises

Wait for His answers

Believe for his miracles

Rejoice in His goodness

Relax in His presence

"Oo Allah. Ease my journey. Amin.."


thank you for reading.

Sesungguhnya..

Sesungguhnya, orang-orang mukmin itu bersaudara

(Hujurat : 10)

Lama. Ya. Lama yang teramat. Itu yang mampu diungkap apabila 'jumpthejoy' dibuka. Honest, semakin hari idea semakin kering untuk menulis. Kadangkala terlintas di akal yang hanya tiga quartal warasnya, 

"Bloody difficult! Even one short post, i couldn't make. Maybe it's time to stop. And close this blog, perhaps"

Tapi, sayanggg. Takkan nak tutup. Wasted pulak nanti. Tak begitu?

Ya. Itu penyebab major wujudnya entry baru hari ini.

*tears of joy.haha*

#NotaKaki : Dalil al-Hujurat ayat 10 itu memang tiada kaitan dengan isi. Hanya peringatan .

Kalau tak mampu buat semua, jangan tinggal semua . Happy Friday! :)

Semakin Tumpul

And again. Perangai lama masa semester satu datang menginap dalam diri.

What is going on with me? I don't know! My study SCHEDULE is getting LOOSE. Gonna have Organic Chemistry paper on tomorrow. Tapi i think my preparation towards it 'macam hangat-hangat tahi ayam'. Haih. kecewa dengan diri sendiri. I'd really want to get 3.5 and above, but seems i'm not gonna be a Father of Dean's List for this semester.

Being focused on something that i think i'm not supposed to. Worried about the future, the past. Instead of i should dealing with the now. This is only my second semester but i'd disappointed with myself for

not being consistent in studying. Especially when i got a dean's list during my foundation programme and it should boost me up :(

Yeah yeah! i've to realize this is the ultimate year for me. Next 4 months holiday, gonna apply to be a 'cikgu tuisyen' or 'cikgu sambilan', o substitute teacher are supposed to have a good result, is it?? Hewhewhew.

With that i shall end this post. Got a loads of chapters to be completed.

okbai!(:

say no to this 'tumpul-ness' :)

"O.. Allah, please give strength to me to face all this challenge in my life..give me a calm heart to achieve my target..guide me with Your blessings . ameennn.."

Think Wisely and Talk Wisely

Peringatan! :
Think Wisely and Talk Wisely bukan anak beranak Mr.Wisely.
mereka bukan adik-beradik.


a few minutes ago, my roomate do show me a link

and she asked me to watch the video.

harapan orang takboleh diabaikan.

nanti ada hati yang ter'scratches.luka sana.luka sini.

aku dah la tak seromantikus as the other girl outside.

bab pujuk2 "alolo-tomey-jangan-majuk-come-to-me" ni memang aku fail sikit!

walaupun roomate aku ni cool dengan tahap kesejukan

yang menyamai dengan tahap kesejukan ketika berada di puncak Gunung Everest,

but still .. hati orang perlu dijaga! lagi2 teman bilik sendiri. teehee :)

****************************************

okayokayokay.masuk balik the part when i saw the vid.

i'm not writing this entry to 'sembang' about my roomie.

but about the contents of the video.

seriously, aku memang tak nafikan lah yang every people needs 

only the super duper best things ever to happen in their life.

mana ada orang mintak jadi miskin?

mana ada orang mintak dia jadik bodoh?

mana ada orang mintak hati dia diperkotak-kasutkan dengan orang lain?


but we didn't know what will happen next.
mungkin sekarang kau tengok orang tu looser yang takde ape.
yelah. setakat jual burger, berapa ratus sangat lah dia dapat sebulan.
duit make-up kau pon tak lepas ni kan?
mungkin enambelas tahun akan datang mungkin looser yang dicaci akan kembali 
dengan duit yang penuh di poket kanan dan kiri.
kau bukan Tuhan nak 'judge' kaya miskin orang lain ni.


tak semestinya orang yang kaya itu setia.
dan tak semestinya juga orang miskin harta itu, miskin rohani juga.


notakaki : aku taksalah kan kau wahai cik perempuan :) 
if i were in your place, maybe i might do the same thing .
just do remember - bahasa jiwa bangsa.
and condemning others sangatlah tak cool!

got ppl around who loves to bring you down?
just let them go withe 'hobby'.
keep in your mind, you're better than them and prove it!
live the life =)

okbai
-thanks for reading-

Any Bless You Had Should Humble You

a moment when you met a people

with the-so-called

"I-know-everything-better-than-you-and-you-just-shut-up" attitude,

how do you feel?

how you gonna deal with this?

okay let's just say i met with this people;

as for now, i'll let them go lah.

since i haven't knowledgeable enough. (sedih kann??...)

even jauh di sudut hati,

 aku memang terasa nak bagi kasut saiz lapan abah aku kat muka dia!!

just because of you speak the English language with British or Spanish 'slang' yang berhabuk,

tak semestinya you ultimately know on what you're talking about.

just because of you quote a few line of Quran verses or hadith,

doesn't mean you are better enough than the other Muslims.

maybe God had blessed you with a knowledge in where you don't have to

put on a hard effort in getting the knowledge itself.

in other words, or maybe you're genius tahap giga punya pandai,

tak semestinya you know everything in this world, kawan =)

modesty is not show by what you wear and how high your knowledge is,

but with how you act too =)

no matter how rich

no matter how famous

no matter how much you may possess

no matter what high position or status you may hold

no matter how much you think you may know

Just remember, a hundred years from now, 

the those now you see about you,

and in fact every human being presently alive on this planet,

will be no more

-anonymous-

zombie is pretty humble ain't ??
-they stared their next 'food' with their sorrow humble eyes! as always! haha-

okbai

-thanks for reading-

Wordless Wednesday #5 : You're the Reason For Me to Smile

siapa suruh comel sangat ??

kan kita da wordlesssss -.-")

Tribute to Que's Birthday : Tragic Birthday Celebration

salam earthlings!

semalam hali saya dengan girrpren-girrpren saya pigi itu Teluk Batik.

semalam hali itu sehali saja lah! olang tua-tua kate day tlip.

i've been to Lumut several times actually.but i've never bored of the place.

before this, I went there with my awesome abah, emak and adik2.

but this time was the best!

i went there with my UTP girrrrrprenss

(que,jaro,nieyza and aten)

and we had so much time walking and exploring Teluk Batik.

our december girrprenn - que looks kinda cool yesterday.teehee!

and you know what?? we got the experience to see the sunset!

the atmosphere was so harmony and calm.

anyway, we all went to Teluk Batik memang nak tengok sunset ponnn =)

Que ultimately want to see it haha! one of her birthday wishes tuu.

and eventually, we all terjumpa ada one uncle tu tengah buat exotic show.

and sure lah we get a runs of goose bump to that pakcik!

want to take a picture with the snake! lol.

from left : aten, nieyza, que and jaro

"saya dah ter'suka kat ular ni uncle..nak bawak balik ular ni boleh?? nak bela lahh :D"

ok ok. the uncle tak bagi kitorang bawak ular tu balik.

and after performing magreb and isyak prayer, we went for the dinner at Lumut.

que and jaro wish to treat us with Ikan Bakar.

biasalahh . PETRONAS scholars macam diorang memang extraordinary kaya! =D

(RM 3500 just banked-in into their account .. upps terlepas cakap!haha^^)

i tak dapat ponn rasa ikan bakar kat Lumut masa first time pergi hari tu.

alhamdulillah dapat gak! om om nom nom :)

we can pilih sendiri the ikan . best! :)
ikan siakap sweet-sour.kailan goreng belacan.sotong goreng tepung
and yeah tomyam campur, kerang bakar and telur dadar is not in te picture

this is Ikan Bakar Villa Seafood.
we all taktau any other place at Lumut yang lagi best than this.
so, Lumut-ians,  if u know, do roger! :)

yeah.happy.kenyang.seronok.puas.terharu and etc.

lepas sesi menjilat pinggan done, we went for a fun fair!

memang luck que lah kottt.

we accidentally found the funfair ;)

we all like tak sabar gilaa nak naik the wheels! =)

the tragic incident happened here 

when me and jaro want to take a ride on those wheels.

ada one kids tak sempat turun and the wheels start berpusing.

the door of the kid's cart tak sempat tutup.

everyone start shouting and panic !

situation getting worst once the kid start crying for her mama and

she jenguk kepala keluar from the cart.

and sure. everyone shout again .. and kali ni, dengan amplitude jeritan yang

100 kali ganda lagi kuat than the previous one !

and alhamdulillah . the kid safe. =)

but poor the uncle and brader yang duty wheels tuu.

kena caci maki b**i, bodoh, f**k, bangang bagai dengan some of the visitors.

and for me, they aren't supposed to do so.

nak tegur or marah the uncle because of his carelessness might be okay.

but in a good way lah please.

malaysian sepatutnya ada budi bahasa.

and for que :

happy birthday! may Allah bless you buddy =)

tragic birthday ever kannn ?? lol.

but sweet moment at the end. muahxx^^.

jaga elok2 the angry bird haha!

okbai

-thanks for reading- 

Wawasan 2020 TokDet : 8 Years 2 Months Towards It

it's 2 am now and i'm having trouble in sleeping.

maybe sebab frust dengan Harimau Malaya kena 'jentik' 3 goals within 6 minutes by Bahrain.

biarlah .. mungkin takde rezeki.

tapi alhamdulillah sampai sekarang, rekod tanpa menang still ours.haha lame !-.-")

tengok jam and okay dah dua doploh pagi.

and sekelip mata word 'Wawasan 2020' berpusu-pusu berebut menyelinap dalam hypothalamus aku.

it's getting forgotten by Malaysians.

tapi aku tak salahkan Malaysians kalau diorang lupa pun.

sebab now, semua orang dah busy dengan ideologi

1Malaysia:Rakyat Didahulukan Pencapaian Diutamakan.

Wawasan 2020.

dulu, once i saw the vision of Wawasan 2020 which boost by TokDet(Dr.M) , 

i was automatically imagine

yang our Malaysia akan jadi one country yang gila maju yang ada : 

-kereta terbang,

-robot bijak macam cerita Wall-E dah bersepah kat merata tempat.

-tentera klon StarWars yang boleh protect our country during Hari Raya, 

so that our tentera boleh balik beraya with their own family.

-ada polis Cybercorp.

-ada Bullet Train macam kat Japan yang boleh buatkan aku ulang alik

dari Johore ke Perak for every weekend in 30 minutes.

and now is almost the end of year 2011.

we still got 8 years two months to go.

but seeing the condition of our country now with 

the citizens yang masih berlambak merempat bawah jambatan 

and KeretaApi Tanah Melayu yang selalu rosak 

buat aku rasa imagination aku wouldn't happen!

itu belum kira lagi, some of our country leaders yang makan duit rakyat for their own benefits.

canceled out ticket train ETS 5 minutes before departure time sangat tak lawak!

okbai.

-thanks for reading-

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433 : It's Never Too Late to Change

assalamualaikum.

this were taken from Langit Ilahi.

After all, the quotes on the picture is the center of attraction here :)

"This World is Like a Race.

It Does Not Totally Depend on How You Started it.

It Matters the Most On How You Finished it.."

and today is the First Day of Muharaam.

which we Malays has been called it as Awal Muharam.

Selamat Berhijrah to everyone !

maybe for some people, they might think Hijrah is all about

the 'Hijrah' of our Prophet from Mekah to Medina.

well, actually it's not! (:

Sabda Nabi Muhammad S.A.W :

Orang yang sempurna Islamnya ialah orang kaum Muslimin yang selamat 

gangguan lisan dan tangannya dan 

orang yang berhijrah sebenarnya ialah

orang yang meninggalkan larangan Allah

[HR Bukhari no. 6484]

source : RakanMasjidUTP

okbai

-thanks for reading-

How Media Manipulate Us?

yeah, i know i'm not supposed to write about this matter.

since i'm just a 19 years old blogger with her kanak-kanak blog layout.

dan sememangnya this 19 years old blogger masih belum layak mengundi

for this becoming Pilihanraya.

honestly, aku baru genap 7 hari jadik budak 19 tahun,

so I'm totally don't mind if you want to tolak tepi or

 throw away into bakul sampah belakang rumah on what i'm gonna post.

-.-") wallahualam.

to be honest, memang i think media is superbly awesome in helping people

 to get them know on what's going on worldwide.

tapi for some other reasons, its NOT!

by looking on the picture putted above, u might know on what i mean.

ini bukan masa untuk tuding jari and judges other on who's right or who's wrong.

tapi bagi aku ini masa muhasabah diri and jaga diri.

"O..Allah, please do forgive our sins.."

Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui setiap benda yang tersembunyi

memang. perlu untuk tahu sedalam-dalamnya before we spread something to others.

boleh jadi, ape yang kita sebarkan itu cuma fitnah.

sedar tak sedar, kita dah termakan daging saudara kita sendiri.

when seeing this, what are you thinking??
amboi .. jadik VVIP kat sana!
macam langit dengan bumi jee.. hmmm
special nyee . siap ada bodyguard lagi yee pak jib ??

tapi the truth is this :

        

nampak tak siapa kat sebelah mahmood ahmadenijad tu?

tak ke sama dengan bodyguard special PM kita?

it's a common thing actually.

Makkah government is fully responsible on the safety of any country leader 

when they were performing their Hajj there. 

so, Najib don't take the bodyguard for granted actually..

tak semestinya, peoples who's doing something bad are not good at all :)

we're not God who could determine dosa pahala orang lain.

nah, take this!

so okbai(:

have a good day
aku sokong najib ke tak . let it be a secret.
undi itu rahsia
(ayah aku cakap laaa .. aku ikot je .. cakap orang tua takboleh bantah!)

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