The Hopes for Blessed and Organized November

After so long not blogging and after 2 months after grandma passed away, yet, only at this moment I feel like to blog. I missed to write here. I haven't been blogging because to be honest, I feel like words cannot expressed my feeling and my thoughts.

Let's get back to our topic. Well, it's November again. A year has went by so quick. Kan? Pejam celik pejam celik sekejap je dah mid-semester break (UTP is in our mid-sem break now actually. But, I didn't go back. Since a lots of stuff need to be settled before another half semester started). I hope this month is about to be good. Yeah, a few good things gonna happen in this November. I guess. Haha :

1. Angah will be sitting on her SPM examination on 6th of November. So, I'd like to wish you, Angah. All The Best and All Iz Well! Keep Calm and try to collect as many A's as you can. Since, it gonna be tough to collect A's when you entered university life later on. Along and family loves you!♥
   
2. On the next four days, which is on November 6. I'm turning into 20! Hip hip hurray to me! Yeayyy. I'm so excited. Sounds 'forever alone' gila kan when it goes to wish birthday untuk diri sendiri? Kayyy -___- Hopefully inshaallah, the adding of my age will be parallel with the adding of my Iman, Taqwa, success, knowledge, and all good things in life. =)
   I promised I'll behave. I'll be more disciplined and organized. #NovemberWish.
   
3. These next four weeks, gonna be tough and rough. Since, my crew and me will be busy in conducting an event collaboration of MPPUTP and HELWI_UTP which is "HEY, Ladies!" event. An event that we specially created for the females community in UTP. I'm done sending the event proposal this morning to the management. Let's hope for a good news soon =)

 Visited Angah at STF last weekend with le familia.
Quality time :)

It has been two months since my grandma passed away.
May Allah be pleased with her and grant her Jannatul Firdaus. Aminnn.

Salam Jumaat to all. Assalamualaikum.

Al-Fatihah to My Late Grandmother

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

I don't know on how to begin but somehow I want to blog about it. It happens so fast in a blink of eye. I got a message telling my grandmother who I have always called 'nyai' passed away this morning around 10.00am. And, during that time, I'am having my final paper for Structured Programming and Database System subject. :'(

And I for circumstances is unable to properly morn my grandmother's death since I've another important paper tomorrow morning which is Mass Transfer Design paper. Last time I met her was a week back then during Hari Raya Puasa. Ya Allah, I don't even know it would be our last met.

It such a relief when mum told me :

"Alhamdulillah. Nyai 'pergi' dalam keadaan senang. Tersenyum. Jangan banyak menangis. Banyakkan doa. Supaya nyai ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman ye?"

Thank you 'nyai' for taking care of us: Along, Angah and Irfan a few years back then. When abah and emak is out for work. Yet, emak is working those days. And 'nyai' is the one who always keep waiting for us coming back from the school. Again, thank you for what you've done. Thank you for giving birth to emak. Thank you for keeping the family together ♥

Inshaallah. Till we meet again in Jannah. 

To the muslim readers of my blog, may I humbly ask for your favor to 'sedekah' Al-Fatihah for my late grandmother? Her name is Aminah binti Saat. May Allah be pleased with her and grant her Jannah. 

Assalamualaikum.

DupDapDupFINALEXAMDapDupDap

Assalamualaikum. Have been going through hectic schedule recently. It feels like yesterday I just registering the courses for this semester. 17 credit hours kalau total up-semuanya sekali. What I can say, May12 semester is so fast. In a blink of eye, on the next four days, final exam will be started.

But alas, as they say, you can't escape from facing the many twists and tribulations that life has to offer. Move forward is the best choice :)

Mak provided me with a loads of foods yesterday before I went back to UTP (kuih raya and kerepek to be exact, Oh! nasik paprik not to be forgotten. Hihi). And yet, when we shake hands and hugged each other, she whispered :

"All the best final. Usaha selagi mana terdaya. Stay positive. Turn back to Him."

Exam Slip :)

With this thought whirring in my mind, I was remembered how Allah had blessed me with in previous Ramadhan. Even I never had sahur with my family. Even I only had one time iftar together with my family. But, still. Having the opportunities to celebrate Eid Mubarak together with my family is really something. I still remembered when one of my friend, Kak Suha lost her mum and her youngest brother in a car accident while they were on their way back from an airport. And one of my cousin, Kak Linda lost her beloved abah on the first week of Ramadhan. Allahurabbi :'(

InshaAllah mak. Thank you for the words. And ease my things Ya rabb.

And I hope it's not too late to wish you brothers ans sisters Happy Eid Mubarak. Forgive me for any wrongdoings and mistakes that I made either intentionally or unintentionally. And may we forgive each other too! Not too forget, congratulations for all University of Ramadhan graduates! :)

3-in-1 entry. (finalexam+ramadhan+raya) . It's better I guess ^__^

Semoga kita semua dilapangkan dada, ditenangkan akal fikiran dan dikurniakan result yang diidamkan untuk final exam kali ini. Aminnnn.

Assalamualaikum.

#GodBless : Birthday Shout to Nieyza.

The picture was taken one semester back.

See the one in the picture wearing flowerish hijab? It's Hasniza. I called her Cikjaa :-)

Today is her birthday. It's not just any birthday. It's her 20th birthday!

I feel like such a horrible you knos! Sebab terlupa Cikjaa's birthday is today. Mihmihmih.

Get confused either 9 or 10 August .

Well, one of bestest buds in the entire world is turning another one year older today! Wheepy! 

Who knew that one day I would get to met this human being, and this human being would become my best friend. 

We have just started a journey that no one knows where it will take us. But, wherever it takes us, I iz hoping we'll be there together. Okay sorry. Cheezy gilaa ayat saya malam ni. Keterharuan terlampau. Yosshhh !

Oh mannn! You're 20 !! >.< 

Godbless and Godspeed. All the best final!

Till then, thank you.

Ramadhan Kareem.

A Blissful Ramadhan

Three prayers are not rejected : The prayer of a father, the prayer of a traveller and the prayer of a fasting person. (narrated by Al-Baihaqi)

Hi peeps. Long time no updating. Yeah I know this blog has become rusty and old. And abandoned! Hahaha.

Life in UTP is nice so far.. great Alhamdulillah. And as for today, the day went pretty well.

Hari ni kelas tak banyak. Mungkin lecturer sekelian pun letih nak berceloteh sepanjang hari. Kelas yang sepatutnya 2 jam pun automatically jadi sejam. It's blessed you knos! Hahahaha.
Hari ni jugak dah masuk hari puasa yang ke-empat. Mashaallah cepatnye masa berlalu!

Ramadhan for this year is a little bit lonely compared to last year. Well, you know celebrating Ramadhan without your family is sooo dull! Especially went it comes to 'bukak puasa' time. This year dah tak bukak puasa kat masjid. It's sooo full of people! Tambahan pulak, village kediaman sekarang berbatu-batu jauhnya daripada masjid. Maka denggan itu, tiada pilihan lain melainkan beriftar seorang diri . Dan jangan tanya kenapa kalau hari-hari bila bukak puasa sorang-sorang aku sebok teringat juadah meriah yang dimasak oleh Puan Mulia di rumah. 

Oh, nak balik! Oh, kuatkan semangat yan!

Random little good things were happening in Ramadhan this year. People around me is trying hardly to do their very best in this blissful month.

"My 7 years old little brother dah mula belajar puasa. Plus, I met a new friend, a Chinese guy yang belajar puasa, belajar solat, and belajar baca a few surah from Al-Quran. May Allah bless his effort :)"

Subhanallah! Hebat kan? And here comes another thought. What's my goal for this Ramadhan, a month of thousands of barakah? Will this be my last Ramadhan? I hope I know both the answers. :-)

"Oo Allah, help me closer to you in this Ramadhan. Please make this Ramadhan as the best Ramadhan for me. And guide me with what you pleased in this Ramadhan. At the end of Ramadhan, what I want is to be a better person. Aminn."

Guess that's all for now. Assalamualaikum :)
Ramadhan Kareem.

Trust in Allah's Timing

hola people hola!


mengadap henpon tersenyum-senyum,
assalamualaikum.
*pantun dua kerat. eheh*


Banyak kekangan yang menghalang untuk menconteng di sini sejak dua menjak ni. Sekejap ke sana, sekejap ke sini. Kalah Perdana Menteri (okay ini hiperbola). Secara jujur, dua minggu kebelakangan ni, memang hectic. Dengan test, quizzes, presentation, events and so on buat diri rasa semput nak bernafas. Letih. 


Today, CM result is out. 


And, result aku memang tak berapa nak okay pada perkiraan aku.
Nak kata tak belajar, dah belajar.
Nak kata aku ponteng kelas, hari-hari aku pergi kelas.
Nak kata tak buat latihan, aku buat.
I don't really knows where the flaws is.

"Mungkin keberkatan tu takde. Belajar sebab nak score. Bukan sebab Allah." 

ucap Puan Emak di hujung talian membuatkan anak sulungnya yang seorang ni sebok berceloteh potpetpotpet sedih itulah sedih inilah terdiam. Hati tersentak. Mungkin betul kata emak. Aku belajar sebab nak score. Ultimate!


Konklusi? Nak buat apa-apa kena betulkan niat. And trust with His timing. Iylia kata, jangan down lama-lama. He got a better plan for us ahead. Sometimes God doesn't give us anything you want, it's not because you don't deserve it. But you deserve more. Ya, aku pun harap macam tu . 

Trust in His timings

Rely on His promises

Wait for His answers

Believe for his miracles

Rejoice in His goodness

Relax in His presence

"Oo Allah. Ease my journey. Amin.."


thank you for reading.

Sesungguhnya..

Sesungguhnya, orang-orang mukmin itu bersaudara

(Hujurat : 10)

Lama. Ya. Lama yang teramat. Itu yang mampu diungkap apabila 'jumpthejoy' dibuka. Honest, semakin hari idea semakin kering untuk menulis. Kadangkala terlintas di akal yang hanya tiga quartal warasnya, 

"Bloody difficult! Even one short post, i couldn't make. Maybe it's time to stop. And close this blog, perhaps"

Tapi, sayanggg. Takkan nak tutup. Wasted pulak nanti. Tak begitu?

Ya. Itu penyebab major wujudnya entry baru hari ini.

*tears of joy.haha*

#NotaKaki : Dalil al-Hujurat ayat 10 itu memang tiada kaitan dengan isi. Hanya peringatan .

Kalau tak mampu buat semua, jangan tinggal semua . Happy Friday! :)

Semakin Tumpul

And again. Perangai lama masa semester satu datang menginap dalam diri.

What is going on with me? I don't know! My study SCHEDULE is getting LOOSE. Gonna have Organic Chemistry paper on tomorrow. Tapi i think my preparation towards it 'macam hangat-hangat tahi ayam'. Haih. kecewa dengan diri sendiri. I'd really want to get 3.5 and above, but seems i'm not gonna be a Father of Dean's List for this semester.

Being focused on something that i think i'm not supposed to. Worried about the future, the past. Instead of i should dealing with the now. This is only my second semester but i'd disappointed with myself for

not being consistent in studying. Especially when i got a dean's list during my foundation programme and it should boost me up :(

Yeah yeah! i've to realize this is the ultimate year for me. Next 4 months holiday, gonna apply to be a 'cikgu tuisyen' or 'cikgu sambilan', o substitute teacher are supposed to have a good result, is it?? Hewhewhew.

With that i shall end this post. Got a loads of chapters to be completed.

okbai!(:

say no to this 'tumpul-ness' :)

"O.. Allah, please give strength to me to face all this challenge in my life..give me a calm heart to achieve my target..guide me with Your blessings . ameennn.."